How I lost my heart today

Thinking in the silence of my room which only disturb the bars of Eros Ramazzotti, trying to remember everything that happened to me today. Although the small hours, but will soon be midnight and I can not sleep, and it was really stupid, when I use the day to sleep. Night is the perfect part of the day made for cosmic and virtual communication imbued abstract thinking that leads to deep meditation, physical union is not with himself. I try to analyze how we passed the day. Occurred to me some strange things, extraordinary and unusual situation. All we eluded the control, although I have a hard to build it up at every step, because everything started to be a bit evil, and I realized that I have 'dead line of control everywhere. No it's not much help. I'm not superstitious, I do not believe in anything except what I can see, feel, feel ... which is simply caused by my own will, actions and occurrences. But today it was not the case. I lost my heart. It struck me the most. My dearest and most precious heart, thinking where he disappeared. I know I saw a big black pen that once belonged to the crow, which was found in front of me from nowhere. I wondered what we bring, or relationships? They took away my heart? Returning after a journey from the beautiful nature and covered a hundred and more miles, I think where I could disappear, and where I lost it, I do not know whether I'll do without him ... remembered at the nearby lake anglers who caught the real gold ribetinu. We noticed it the way we passed the lake, something that pulls the boat that was anchored to the middle of the lake. We stopped to see what happens. It was the Capital catch the golden carp. I thought that you luck. Finding a bore hunting in the kitchen left him and went for a second ..? Maybe he is lucky. I think it certainly does not need a heart of gold because ribetinu. Me, my heart is most important, no more. Most sorry I am that it will not be able to carry with you nor will I be able to share. Someone will find it, because I lost it. I do not know ...........